Its been a minute since I’ve given myself the time to, but I miss you. I got a job. I think you’d be really happy for me. I think you’d give me some sort of shit, make some sort of joke, and I know I’d be some sort of happy.
The days have gone by pretty quickly. It’s not that I think of you less, because I don’t. Your smile still haunts me hourly. But I think it’s me understanding. Or something. Maybe it’s me recovering from the one thing that destroyed me. And maybe I’m just fed up.
Lying to the general public is so stupid. It upsets me that you’d joke about fresh wounds and healing hearts. Just because you’re over it doesn’t mean I am. I don’t know. It’s stupid cause I should be super happy with the way things are going for myself. It just sucks being hung up on somebody I guess.
Whatever. I’ll just let this go up in smoke.
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mysticdreamer said:
aw nui i love you #sameboat
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